Hi there!

So today i'm not going to write part 3 of my story like i told you. I had a thought.
A thought about love.
Some may think its a easy and boring topic to write about, but i promise it isnt.
I mean, nearly every song is about love. So many books are about it. there are different kinds of love.
In fact love isnt just love.
its a bizarre thing. I have been in love many times. and always in different ways. And i cried about love too.
I will write down the kinds of love i think exist. because in my opinion its not just "love"

There is that "omg, that guy is so hot, i'm in love" which is a love just from the outside. if you havent seen him for a week, you already forgott him. well.

Then there is the "he is an asshole, but i love him" which is terrible. Whether it stays for months ore years, its always connected with lots of pain.

Then there is "I am in love with him, but i cant reach him" which is that way with famous people who you will probably never meet. thats bad.

Then there is "I love him, because everybody loves him" which is a dumb thing, but you cant controll it anyway.

Then there is "He is special. omg." thats the kind of guy who seems perfect for you. it can be that its on both ends and it will break your heart if it isnt.

Then there is just "family love". that has nothing to do with " beeing in love". its just loving your family and your friends, which is what keeps the family bound together.

I think that are all i could think of that moment. What i wanted to admit with this is, that love can be amazing and terible. Depends on if it hits you in a good ore a bad way. i have experienced them all.
You know what i hate are the people who think everybody must love them  because they find themselfes so perfect. makes me wanna scream at them "no, shut up"
There is one thing that makes me happy. I know that there will be a guy/girl for everyone at the end. even if i am not perfect at all, there will be someone finding me perfect.
And even if you are not perfect at all, there is someone who wont think so.
this was probably my most confusing blog ever, but i just had to tell someone whats going on in my mind. At the moment.
ps. it would be amazing if you wrote in the comments telling what your experiences are:)

next time i will write part 3 of my story.

see ya xx