Hi there!
So in my first post, I said i would tell you "my story". I don't know if anyone even wants to read it. But if there is just one person, it is worth writing this.
I was born in 2000.
I remember that growing up, I always was a happy, nosy little girl, with a amount confidence, that even some adults dont reach.
I did weird things, like randomly saying "hello, i am Artemis, who are you?" to strangers.
on my first day at kindergarden, i met my best friend Anna. I mention her here, because she plays a part in the story, being there from the beginning to now. I could tell you a lot of things we experienced together, but thats not the point of the story today..
More importand now is to tell you why I had such a confidence and happiness. I was like I was, because I had my family always with me. my family, that were my mum, my dad and my big brother, Myron. I felt strong, because my family was strong.
From my first school years, i have mostly positiv memories. And of course those where you think "what the hell, why did i do that?!" ...anyway. I had no problem finding friends and got good grades.
But of course I didn't notice the "behind the sence" of my life, because I was to young, and because I thought everything would be ok. I wasnt used to anything else.
I have to say my parents did never realy fight. Maby their love just burned down like a candle, and some day, that candle was gone.
My mum started traveling a lot, we stayed at home. Like I just said, I did not expect anything to happen. she always told me it was going to be alright and stuff.
One day I found out she had a boyfriend.
I remember my dad anouncing it, and that I ran to my mum crying, not even realy understanding what it all ment. the only thing I thought was "my perfect family. Its broken"
Even my brother cryed. I have never seen him crying before or after that. He then just cut our mum out of his live.
and again, she told me, everything was going to be alright. and I belived it. but she was wrong.
At first no big changes happened. Only that mum went to visit her boyfriend a lot. Eventhough he lives far away from our home. Nobody said anything about "divorce", and "moving out".
But clearly my dad was not happy with what she did. and it broke my little 10 year old heart to see him suffering.
that time I completed primary school and where i live there is diferent types of schools to go after that. and with the bad luck I had recently, I had to go to another school than all of my friends.
At first I thought everything was going to be fine. but I was wrong. never in my wildest dreams I could have known what was going to happen.
second part coming soon.
see ya xx
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